दोन प्रकारची माणसं शांत झोपतात. एक ज्यांना स्वप्नच पडत नाहीत अन एक ज्यांची स्वप्नं पूर्ण होतात. माझ्यासारखे काही अर्धवट झोपेत, उठ्ल्या क्षणाला रागात जागे होत, स्वप्नांची भुतं मानगुटीवर नेतात. कधी वाटतं स्वप्नांना आयुष्य आहे. कधी वाटतं आयुष्य हेच स्वप्न आहे! जाग यावी,निसटून जावं.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

माझ्या चष्म्यातून...

Somethings we try to run away from , have a tendency to come back to us...
I remember, me n my friend had brought a kitty from our galliwala shopkeeper...managed to hide it from his parents for almost two days ...yeah...quite an achievement...everyone actually believed that homework that week was really tough enough for us two genius brats, to consult each other.. finally we were caught..his nosy sister...and we returned the poor thing...i remember, she used to come back to us for many days and everytime..we used to escort her back, almost in tears...
U wish you could say good bye...once and for all....
i wished to do it for so many things and times...its like kicking old habits...too comfortable to get rid of...
Like i was so sure i dont want to go to Dhule ever...but this diwali i wanted to...all the things good bad and ugly about the place, kept crowding my mind...
If you loose something...it becomes valuable...
Is that why i hold on to stupid sentiments and people ?
Yet they die....and fossilize in subconscious layers...
I read a paper on interpreting dreams...
I have very entertaining dreams...its funny to know...what stuff keeps piling in that recycle bin !
I started interpreting and gave up instantly...being a critic of your own movie...nah...
Happiest i have been so far , when i got rid of my short-sightedness and specs...
Funny, for almost a month after Lasik..i would get up and flumble around to find my glasses reflexly...only to realize that i dont need them..
Nothing is indispensible...not even beloved problems n people...
People more than problems...I ve missed myopia more intensely...more than even some of my loved ones lost...
But guess what, i strained my eyes recently( my studious days back?) and i think i ll ve to use glaases...i find them so familier yet many years have passed by...its like meeting yor ex-beau...
I ve stopped missing People...do i really want them back?...Let their souls rest in peace...

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