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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I had another dream yesterday...

I had another dream yesterday...i was floating in space...amongst zillions of mcqs...it was lovely...each one sparkling like a distant star...i would go near.. touch it and discover the answer...
Knowledge is beautiful...
do we loose site of what we really love...once upon a time...i loved studying and exams....
a child fears nothing, hates nothing...these are suprimposed things...we the peers….did that to each other…and we all ended up thinking that we hate some and fear some..do we really?

was reading Wittgenstein's philosophy...
questions...
philosophical problems arise primarily out of misleading features of our language..hmm...i think all our problems arise outta our choice of words..or silence..

is existence, a property somethings have and others lack?
our understanding bewitched by language? iconography..r we misled by imagery embedded in our language? is language a limiting factor to our understanding...if it is...our thinking habits are very much spoiled by it...damage reversible?

Language contains same traps for everyone...well kept false paths...fair enough?

what is the principal of individualisation for immaterial substances?

Hume- "when i enter most intimately into what i call myself, i always stumble upon some particular perception, heat or cold, light or dark, pain or pleasure, love or hatred, i never catch myself at any time without a perception and never observe anything but the perception"

seriously..i ve tried it..meditating deeper n deeper...u fall asleep..but there never comes a moment where we get rid of our perception...except the Gap between the moment u fall asleep and start pt of dreams, if any...or when u wake up... and this gap,i am absolutely unaware of...

so existance is merely consciousness of perception? then what is subconscious, it exists too...

Consciousness has been compared to a self scanning mechanism...

funny..we are dissecting our world to the power of microns..nano...to understand structure and functioning...
i read about how amino acids got inside, assembled and got trapped...may lead us to understand how life got trapped into a physiochemical structures..hierarchy of organisation..to the highest level..humans..or so we think :)

and at the same time...funny anology...we ve given birth to...these babies... organisation from o and 1 to software and trap them in hardware..and this ultra mobility via web...and now artificial intelligence...and little monsters like trojans viruses,which replicate too...
can they and if they invade our circuits?

who created us?

i sumtimes get a feelin..my laptop and my n95 have become extensions of my grey matter..obviously my neurons are much more efficient...but one day these guys ll be too...then wont it be funny to say that they dont exist ?

i believe that if there is reincarnation..i had died last time by drowning..i m so hydrophobic...
i have this funny vision...anology...i soak my n 95..poor thing reincarnates...may be into an ipod...poor thing..will it be water fearing like me ?

why Anology?
Anology is the only thing by which we understand eachother...each others pain...but ur pain like my pain...it is not my pain...I can never truely know how the other person feels....
pain has to be owned...

"it seems absurd to us that a pain, a mood, a wish should go around world without an owner, independently..."

But i go to temples, not coz i believe in god, i have this notion..that it has faiths of millions embodied...not owned..faiths...just existing there...floating...But the beauty is i own the notion..but not the faith...
its amazing how one can have absolute faith in god..or anything for that matter...
if u ve faith in e=mc2, how can you be an atheist?
Believe me, when i visited Einstein's house in Bern, where he wrote that...i had the same feeling..faiths of millions embodied...

I love questions...a Question, that is the only thing i have absolute faith in...
so if u dont know the answer..no big deal..keep questioning...

I dont know, fellow existing beings...how existing feels to you...
for me it seems like a dream...a delusion...
I am the centre of my universe...and you are also a part of my delusion...
What is truth? truth exists?
What is beyond perception?
who am i?

Questions...questions..and questions....

there is no more stupidity than thinking that you are not stupid...

I like being stupid..at least I have a Quest...the day i ll know everything...or ll think that i do..i think i ll die...or may be i ll be born...

Come on.. review your thinking habits...are you a victim of the same language trap...are your abstract ideas, really abstract...

are we gonna traverse these rusty well kept paths.. and die the same...sorry, similar death?

Questions are humbling, intoxicating, addicting...

So is it just a dream or it is my life...
i m floating amongst these zillions of sparkling questions, mcqs, faqs,and all types of qs...
and i am loving it :)

2 comments:

  1. okay...if all that u concluded after reading the post is..padh padh ke iska dimag kharab ho gaya ( its so nice to have normal friends around...pulling you bk in 2SD,love ya :) )..
    go to orkut...check new album..that ll undo some damage inflicted by this...

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  2. :-) Floating in space with zillions of MCQs is NOT lovely :-)

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