दोन प्रकारची माणसं शांत झोपतात. एक ज्यांना स्वप्नच पडत नाहीत अन एक ज्यांची स्वप्नं पूर्ण होतात. माझ्यासारखे काही अर्धवट झोपेत, उठ्ल्या क्षणाला रागात जागे होत, स्वप्नांची भुतं मानगुटीवर नेतात. कधी वाटतं स्वप्नांना आयुष्य आहे. कधी वाटतं आयुष्य हेच स्वप्न आहे! जाग यावी,निसटून जावं.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

silence is killing me..

i am done mourning over my entrance result fiasco.
after few days of monotonous studying..having concluded that i dont wanna live that way...i am happy and back to being me..

bedtime reading resumed..."talking with serial killers"... is a poor choice though.. a very disturbing account of deeds of some of the most vicious psychopath murderers...

its not the body of crime...but the criminal mind... the monster hibernating within an apparently normal person..its very disturbing.. the guy next door...one who seems very mature, may in fact have an over controlled personality masking the chaos within..

enough of my ranting..i ll talk about this book some other time..i am just scared... last year i was mountain biking in alps..chatting with strangers..exploring trails on my own...without worrying about encountering any such monster..

in fact i have been night camping n everything..i never experienced fear of any sorts..not even after ritual of storytelling at camp fires...

i once woke up in the middle of the night..with two green eyes staring at me..a list of monsters dead and alive flashed in my mind..then one eye started to swirl away...i looked around.. crispy smells of fleshy stories of a psycho killer and a white saree ghost breaking olympic records for chasing a friend's friend's friend's car on lonely highway, cooked about the fire, were still in air...

i laughed, went back to sleep....glow worms !!


cheers to all scary stories..psychopaths..

and the tradition of storytelling !!

"A need to tell and hear stories is essential to the species Homo sapiens--second in necessity apparently after nourishment and before love and shelter. Millions survive without love or home, almost none in silence; the opposite of silence leads quickly to narrative, and the sound of story is the dominant sound of our lives, from the small accounts of our day's events to the vast incommunicable constructs of psychopaths."


2 comments:

  1. Uff.. All the mess that we are doing around us is about being hero of a story that is told by second person to the third!
    Girls can not be silent... I do agree.
    But, for most boys story telling and listening can be very boring. Most boys will like to do something sensational than to talk about stories. What you say, guys?

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  2. yeah, most boys are patient listeners..thats why relationships work out....we talk while you listen.. :)

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