Saturday, September 11, 2010
No words can describe how disheartened i am..
i cry all the time, but at times i do it so earnestly..its a beautiful feeling..
it just makes me cry even more...
somethings are totally worth being emotional about..
like in sound of music when Captain von Trapp is leaving Austria..he sings his heart out for his country one last time...oh what a beautiful song..
Ev'ry morning you greet me
Small and white
Clean and bright
You look happy to meet me
Blossom of snow
May you bloom and grow
Bloom and grow forever
Bless my homeland forever
people are secular, patriotic and everything...
to be honest i dont always do justice to those things..
i am extremely selfish when it comes to politics..
but love is a very overwhelming feeling..even for egoists..at times..
today, i am just so sincerely sad..i visited my birth place and its ruined...
not just by immigrants but its very own people..
and i see my whole country, and i am so ashamed of our habits...
its like big pile of garbage with people reproducing in it faster than ever...
and every time i travel by local trains...i feel like shouting from the rooftops..
and i feel like doing OBGY, to see to it that everybody adheres to our population policy...
but not today, today, i am just so sad, like somebody emptied a whole dumping ground in my house...
and when i think of it, of Kalyan, 20 yrs before..
i am just a little girl, who lost her most prized possession...
and i cry..with all my heart...
i dont care about who what why did all this to my city...i dont care how,rightfully or not, to make things right..
let it be Obama, Raj or me...
its the same feeling..
i dont want to feel lost in my own city, which is now a dumpster !
if u ever have or had, a home and a heart...
love the city you are in, even if its not your home..
and keep it clean..stop others from trashing it..
if we speak to people, they listen..
so we must,
every single time,
as if its our own home,
one that we love sooo much....