दोन प्रकारची माणसं शांत झोपतात. एक ज्यांना स्वप्नच पडत नाहीत अन एक ज्यांची स्वप्नं पूर्ण होतात. माझ्यासारखे काही अर्धवट झोपेत, उठ्ल्या क्षणाला रागात जागे होत, स्वप्नांची भुतं मानगुटीवर नेतात. कधी वाटतं स्वप्नांना आयुष्य आहे. कधी वाटतं आयुष्य हेच स्वप्न आहे! जाग यावी,निसटून जावं.

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

I got you babe !


They say we're young and we don't know
We won't find out until we grow 

Well I don't know if all that's true
'Cause you got me, and baby I got you :)

Monday, October 29, 2012

One score old and Four years ago...

You know, i am very fond of nostalgia..
In fact, i love the present, because its gonna be 'my wonderful past' someday ..

Continuing down the memory lane, 
i realized that i ve been blogging for 4 yrs now...!
And what started as a passionate affair...
has turned into a steady stagnant relationship..

I no longer blog in "Marathi" ..
cause that  means going the extra mile to type in marathi !

I have stopped blabbering about my miss-endeavors...
cause as you grow up.. you try to be modest ..
just to raise the threshold of embarrassment...

I have stopped writing poems ..cause they seem very immature now.. 
and i don't have any painful substrate to sublimate... 
no more scintillating heart or visual troubles.. ;)
I am just in a very very happy place right now...

My work life is very exciting at times, but too busy to write about ...
And when at times it permits writing , its just same old..

In fact , i am same old too...
I remember the conversion from a movie about, 
how people don't really change over time, even if they claim so...

well, i have been waiting for a life altering moment, all my life , 
to turn into a very very disciplined, hardworking person, who achieves spectacular things....

But what i have achieved in last 25 yrs and 10 months... is patchy brilliance !
I secretly long to be this very eccentric , selfish genius, amazing writer...

but i chose happiness...
and happiness is at the best, stagnant...

But every now and then , i m not happy about being happy...
I don't think  i ever stop being hopeful or dreamy...

I love waking up to the possibility of free will :)

4 years ago, when i started this blog, 

i was in some remote rural govt medical college, 
in a hostel, which was scarce of water, electricity, decent speed internet 
and what not ..
But full of strange stingy reptiles... 
and warm weirdos... who were my best friends..seniors..batch mates

Now my hostel room is all posh ... 
but its untimely guests are some cold blooded amphibians..and some mammals which are not quite 'charming'..

4 years ago, when i started this blog,

I was about to face my final MBBS exam..and was in DEEP shit..due to not studying.
i was all alone on romantic front and just wanted to get my ass outta that place !

And i did...and I will.. Crisis suits me well  !

Now I will jump back to my 4 th post in surgery,
as senior houseman, in a couple of days...and i have heard its quite, hell of  a crisis :)

i am not quite sure what to do with NOT writing and poe-try though...
i am gonna leave that to future at present  !

To conclude with the enthusiasm of a married person..
happy 4 yrs, dear blog !

i hope this stagnation hits the rock bottom...
and the writing frenzy will strike back !!!!








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